I am not counting...

... cause I am really not, but I only have about three weeks left before my family takes me out to Utah. For the longest time I have been dreading it, because I wasn't sure how I was going to pay for EVERYTHING. Now that I out that I got a scholarship/grant, I cannot use that as my excuse for not wanting to go. I have come to realize that this is it! When I leave I am leaving my home, family, friends, my car(yeah), and mostly everything I have ever known. (don't worry I won't leave the blog) I am leaving my childhood and becoming an adult. For now I am going to cherish the time that I have here as a kid.